Monday, April 4, 2011

Timidly...

I say to you...I am pregnant. I took a digital HPT and it said the word I have prayed so hard for...PREGNANT. I went and put it on the towel in the bathroom for Jimmy to see when he got out of the shower. He said when he saw the stick and not me he figured it was bad. He had to look at it several times before it hit him. I personally have looked at the damn thing 15+ times this morning. I honestly think expecting the NOT to show up. Normal people take a test and it says pregnant and that's it. They're pregnant. I think when you've experienced IF it's a little harder to accept that word. I'm almost afraid to believe it. And after two early miscarriages, I'm terrified to get excited about it. Jimmy wants to tell everyone right.away. Not even waiting till the beta on Thursday. He says the digital is accurate. That we can believe it. That we are pregnant. Holy shit...I'm pregnant!! Maybe it will sink in today...but I don't think so. Maybe after the beta. Maybe. ::claps hands:: Hercules, Hercules, Hercules!!

15 comments:

  1. eeeek!!!! soooo happy for you!!! cant wait to hear your beta number!! :) :) :)

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  2. Aaaaah! Congrats - I am so excited for you! I really hope this is it!

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  3. !!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG HC!! I am so happy for you!!! Stick, Hercules, stick!!

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  4. YYAYAYAYYAYA!!! I'm so happy for you, dear!!

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  5. Congratulations!! So happy for you!

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  6. I am so very happy for you guys. Hercules!!

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  7. OMG!!!!! I'm so happy for you! Congrats sweetie!!!!

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  8. So, so, so, freakin happy for you!!!! Congrats!!

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  9. Heather I am so so very happy for you and can't wait to hear your beta results. CONGRATS MAMA!!!!!

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  10. GAHHH I am so beyond happy/excited for you love!! So happy for you and Jimmy! Congrats love!

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  11. I'm so so happy for you guys!! Congrats again :)

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