Cheesey?

So I'm in a blah kind of mood. I had another temp drop this morning. I'm still above the cover line and I still haven't nosed dived as in previous months. But my temp just keeps slowly creeping down further and further. Not sure what it means, but it's pissing me off. I dread wiping as I just "know" I'm going to see blood. And this month was so "different" in so many ways that I was feeling so confident. My usual PMS symptoms were not in place. Instead of being famished and eating and eating...I had very little appetite and little appeal in food. Now don't get me wrong. Once I started to eat I would finish my meal and had no issue eating. I just didn't necessarily feel hungry even when my stomache would be growling. Now my PMDD was in full rage. In fact ::hangs head:: I even doubled up on my meds for a week to try and control them. It was rough week...but still...anyway...I'm off topic here. I was writing to ask if this has ever happened to anyone else. I know this is cheese city...so sue me. Ever been driving down the road, left hand on the steering wheel and catch a glimpse of your bands and think I am so in love with this man and so blessed to have him in my life. I can't believe that I get to make my family with him!! Or is that just me?